Still Waiting

Sunday, June 12, 2005

hahaha!! gosh.. didnt online for two days and so many pple tagged =) so touched!! XD hahahz... lol.. miss u guys soooo much =D anyways.. i've come to terms le. feelings cant be forced.. i understand.. and i've learnt a lot. really. still, i shld say thanks even though it's over.. yes.n.. most importantly, i've learnt that love is totally a choice, and so little of chance. still.. the chance is equally impt.. w/o chance there cant be any choices to make. all in all. i've experienced something that is great, and that is true love. rather than cry at the loss, i would choose to smile at the happy memories and remain as friends. that's a choice once more.=) my mum taught me.. in love you shouldnt make any promises, cos pple often give themselves excuses because of the promise made. and when the promise is broken, the wound can never heal to become a scar..

perhaps there may be an invisible barrier, but i'm sure it will soon fade away as time passes and as feelings get more open.. still.. it's not the end of the world rite? so i shall smile like how g6 wants me to. yeah.. => i'll try my best!

hmm..today went for a jog again... ohhh.. tired tired. actually was too lazy de.. but den... hahahz.. see my skinny sis so hardworking.. shant lose to her! XD lol.. she so skinny still wanna diet.. what abt me leh.. die la.. ate too much sweets XD so yeah...i went to jog la.. haahha... heh heh.. can strike off another jogging day le =) taught tuition today, n it feels like dying la... kaoz.. cos.. XD got one super painful last stage ulcer. on the tip of my tongue. i bet u all wouldnt wanna see it. looks gross XD hahaha.. ya lor.. hmmm.. yes.

aiya.... shit la shit la... haven start my revision. guilty si le. hmph.. sianified de lor................................ =( AIYA FINE. start tmr. den wun feel so guilty anymore. k lo k lo...start now start now.. after i bathe la..den like tt no need to feel guilty thru the nite XD =) hmmm.. =) good bye!!

-when are you coming back? ;